38 Weeks, 4 Days Pregnant!

How far along: 38 weeks, 4 days

Total weight gain: +35 lbs. I'm not even stressed over this any more.

Stretch marks: Just the ones above my belly button. Still waiting on ones on the side to pop up!

Sleep: Good! Averaging 8 hours this week, but still feeling exhausted. I plan to take advantage of maternity leave (if I make it to then) by resting and snoozing as much as possible.

Best moment this week: Last weekend was actually great because Jon cleaned the tub for me and I took two baths! I'm not typically a bath person, but I set up candles, used a bath bomb (which I am officially obsessed with) and listened to my audiobook. It made all my back pain go away. It really made me think I'll be taking advantage of the tub in my birthing suite.

Tuesday was fun because we had another doctor's appointment and it was a BEAUTIFUL day - like 72 out! We went to Lowry Beer Garden after and indulged in the most delicious burgers we haven't had since this fall. It was the best, and it really hit me that this won't happen much more. We can certainly go out with baby, but random day dates in the city just the two of us will soon be things of the past.

Jon got a burger with sugared bacon, cheddar, and BBQ and I got a garden burger with avocado and swiss. AND I got a $2 chocolate soft serve cone! 

Worst moment this week: Today. It was both the worst and best. I spent over 6 hours at school getting ready for my leave - writing out detailed plans for March 1-17 for all four of my classes, getting all necessary copies and documents, and cleaning my classroom - and then about 2 more hours here at home working. It was exhausting and terrible, but it feels so good to know everything is set. While I was working today, my principal popped in and said they're interviewing for my sub Monday, and then want to see the person sample teach, and then want to get the person in my room for a few days to observe me... and I had to remind her that my last day is Tuesday (not the first reminder). So that's a bit stressful, but it's out of my hands.

Food cravings: Still mostly sweets, but I'm really craving a good salad/veggie sub right now. 

Movement: I can tell babe is definitely restricted in there, but still a steady amount of movement. I had a dream that we could see baby's fingers and handprint because they were pushing so hard! Luckily that's not a reality. Mostly, I'm just lopsided. I think it's because I have a narrow waist, so my stomach is just protruding straight out rather than to the sides. I can tell baby has dropped because the kicks are now bellow my belly button!

This is the norm. Even when I walk around, baby's poking out to my left.

Symptoms: Back ache has been a killer, especially since I was bending over and standing a lot today in my classroom. Pressure in my pelvis, too, because baby is gradually moving lower.

Labor signs: I'm 3cm dilated and 60% effaced! The doctor said that means I could have the baby any day, or in two weeks (so it means nothing). I had some contractions on Wednesday that sent me home a little early, but the doctor warned that can happen after they check your cervix for the first time. They weren't terrible, and I haven't had any since. Now that work is all settled (in terms of plans at least), I feel more ready. I also feel good about potentially waiting!

Doctor said they will look at inducing if baby hasn't come by March 14, but will try to induce by natural methods rather than drugs like Pitocin. Say a prayer now, because I've heard Pitocin makes labor a thousand times harder - it forces your body to have contraction after contraction, rather than your body naturally resting between contractions. 

Wedding rings on or off: Still on!

Happy or moody: Definitely back to happy this week. I have TWO more days of work (what!), and everything at our apartment is ready for baby. I feel really good physically, mentally, and am ready for baby to show any day, or when he/she is ready. I'm glad I'm not incredibly uncomfortable and am able to enjoy this fleeting part of life. I'm also excited to spend more time with Happy. He's been pretty obsessed with me and will follow me around when I get up to pee in the middle of the night. He can tell something is happening, and is being the best as usual.

Miss anything: This is so petty to complain about, especially since I've been sleeping so well, but it takes me forever to fall asleep. Like 1-2 hours. Once I'm out, I'm out though.

Looking forward to: Tuesday being over! I will officially be on maternity leave, and this will probably be the most peaceful few days of life. We have our next appointment on Wednesday morning, and I'm excited to see if I've dilated any more, or if baby's still doing their thing.

Poor thing got his teeth cleaned on Thursday. He was zombie-pup after and was staring into space, sleeping in his food bowl, and groaning non-stop. He's doing a lot better now and his teeth look GREAT!

37 Weeks, 4 Days Pregnant!

How far along: 37 weeks, 4 days

Total weight gain: +33 lbs

Stretch marks: The first have appeared :( They are between my old belly button piercing and where my belly button is now. Sometimes they look like tiny cuts, but I think they're stretch marks.

Sleep: Eh. I had been sleeping great - like 9+ hours a night. And then on Thursday morning I woke up at 4:30am, and Thursday night I got 1 hour and 45 minutes of sleep according to my FitBit. Thank heavens we had a PD the next day at school because there's no way I would have been a quality teacher. It's starting to get very uncomfortable/painful because baby has most definitely dropped and there's an extreme amount of pressure in my pelvis. You can't just snooze off when it feels there's a bowling ball in your pelvis. Luckily last night I got 9.5 hours of sleep, so it's all evened out. Plus I have Monday off to recuperate!

Best moment this week: Tuesday was fun because it was Valentine's Day and our doctor's appointment. The appointment was as uneventful as ever - baby is still alive! But we went back to el Camino and got $1 tacos and delicious queso and guac. It was a $15 dinner, which is pretty impressive for Valentine's Day!

My three Valentine's! :)

I made homemade gingerbread cookies for my coworkers. They keep asking if I'll come back every Monday to drop off treats, because this has been happening for the past month. I'm already planning what I'll bring next week!

I also got Jon and microwavable s'mores maker, so we've been indulging in that since Valentines!

Thursday and Friday were great because my school doted on me both days with tons of beautiful and practical baby essentials. I've only been there 7 months, and I was completely overwhelmed by the love and support. Each half hour on Thursday people popped into my room and filled up a beautiful basket with onesies, swaddles, blankets, lotion, bath essentials, and tons of books. And on Friday, there was a breakfast and tons of diapers and just a nice little gathering before our Professional Development started. It was especially fun because they doted on Grace as well. I can't believe how lucky I am to be pregnant when she is, and have this amazing support system when I still feel new here. So much love.

You can't even see it all. There's a basket in there STUFFED with things, and a bag full of goodies and more diapers.

Worst moment this week: Definitely Thursday night getting my cavities filled. The nurse who did my Novocain was a little harsh and I still feel kind of bruised in my mouth. I was also having a few fleeting contractions, and my hands were really shaky, and I thought I was going to throw up. Not ideal when your mouth is gradually going numb. It helped to go to the bathroom and get some water, but was not fun while it was happening. The dentist filled three cavities in 20 minutes, so that was a blessing. And she reiterated this was not my fault and it won't happen again as long as I'm following my home care routine - which I plan to!

Food cravings: Definitely peanut butter and chocolate combinations. I had the most delicious and rich pancake flight at Snooze this morning that REALLY hit the spot.

Peanut butter cup // Chocolate pancake with rum sauce and walnuts // Molten pomegranate chocolate pancake

Movement: Still very active, even though the doctor mentioned it will slow down. Baby likes to roll either a foot or elbow or knee around my belly button and it's quite easy to see. 

Symptoms: Just a lot of pelvic pressure. It's worse when I've been sitting for a while because baby just hunkers down in my pelvis. Sleeping is getting uncomfortable, but that's all normal!

Labor signs: Not really. I've had very minor contractions which I'm able to talk and walk through without thought, and sometimes I'm not even sure they are contractions because they're so vague or fleeting. The doctor said at our last visit to anticipate 3 more weeks of baby in belly!

Wedding rings on or off: On. I got my engagement ring off yesterday, but popped it right back on. I'm definitely more swollen, but it's not uncomfortable or tight.

Happy or moody: Definitely more moody this week. Each night I just feel like bursting into tears, even though I've had a perfectly fine day and nothing bad has happened. Maybe this new rush of hormones means baby is getting ready to make their grade debut!

Miss anything: Honestly, no. For being a little over 37 weeks, I feel really good. I'm praying the lack of sleep does not become a constant because that would be rough. But I only have 6 more school days and then I'm on my leave, so I can power through!

Looking forward to: Like I said before, I have Monday off and I plan to wash all our new baby things and get the nursery back in order. We have our next appointment Tuesday, and my doctor won't be there so we're meeting with one of the other doctors in the practice. I'm actually really glad because any of the 3 doctors could be the one to deliver baby, so I'm excited to meet this one before she is potentially delivering baby. It'll also be interesting to see if she checks to see if I'm dilated (they haven't done it since I have Strep B and they don't want to stir up bacteria) or just let me cook some more. And my maternity leave starts on March 1st, and I couldn't be more excited for that! My sister-in-law's little sister is currently in labor (!!) and I am SO excited to hear what they name their little girl and how her labor/delivery goes. Hoping everything goes smoothly and their little one arrives happy and healthy!

Last weekend Jon made me the BEST french toast he's ever made. He got cinnamon swirl bread and it was like eating at a restaurant. Breakfast in bed in kind of our thing.

Happy just couldn't figure out why my belly was continually kicking him in the face. Gosh, he's cute!

36 Weeks, 4 Days Pregnant!

This was one of my favorite dresses before pregnancy because it made me feel super slim. And while it has a different effect now, I felt really good showing off the bump at work. One of my kids gasped when she saw me and told me I looked very beautiful :)

How far along: 36 weeks, 4 days

Total weight gain: + 32 lbs

Stretch marks: Somehow, still none. My belly button is definitely being weird. It has no feeling at all, and is starting to go purple, which I think might just be a giant stretch mark that I can't see yet because it's so stretched.

Sleep: Good! Still averaging a little over 8 hours a night. I'm a lucky lady.

Best moment this week: Jon returning from his trip! Happy was SO adorably thrilled. He snuggled between us in bed for a few hours and was at a lot more peace since we were together. Thursday night he spent the whole night crying at me and trying to get me out the door, presumably so we could go pick up Jon. He's been in a much better mood since Jon's been home. We also went out to Castle Pines yesterday after I picked up Jon and just caught the sunset. It was beautiful, but cold and windy!

Happy LOVES this view. Both times we've been here, he just puts his face into the wind and stares. He loves jumping up and down the boulders. It's so adorable.

<3

Last time the bump was here, I was 7 weeks pregnant and on the verge of throwing up. This time we talked about picnicking here with baby in tow. My, how things change!

Worst moment this week: I went to the dentist and found out I have a few cavities. BUT (listen close, mom and dad!) the doctor said they're not my fault! She said I have the best teeth and gums of any pregnant lady she's worked with - I floss and use fluoride religiously. However, a few of the cavities I've had in the past were sealed rather than filled. That sealing cracked and bacteria got in there, causing cavities UNDER the sealant. There's no way I could've gotten that cleaned, hence the cavities (see... not my fault!). So I'm getting them filled on Thursday, and she said insurance will cover most of it so that's a relief! I'm also very glad it's getting done before baby because they could easily turn into root canals and I do NOT want to deal with that. 

Food cravings: Cinnamon toast crunch. I also got some dark chocolate covered pretzel thins, which are really hitting my sweet cravings.

Movement: Yep! Still hitting hard and looking like an alien!

Symptoms: I've got my backache back :( I've also been feeling super exhausted by 11 am, which is very hard to deal with when you teach. I just realized, though, that I have only 11 days left of work - and one of those days is a PD day! I'm shocked, and VERY excited. I know motherhood will be a completely different, and more difficult job. However, I'm excited for a different type of stress. It's hard being evaluated on your students' test scores when you're doing the best you can in the classroom. And it's hard knowing you're hitting all the different learners in your classroom, and still holding them to the standards dictated by the state. I'm ready for a little break from that stress and completely excited to trade it in to hold our little mystery babe.

Labor signs: I did have a few, fleeting Braxton Hicks contractions on Monday and Wednesday. It was scary on Monday because I was very anxious about going into labor right after Jon left for Florida. Then I had some contractions at work while my kids were getting ready to go to lunch. It was ROUGH because I just wanted to lay down, but I needed to round them up - you know, reminding them to pick up scraps and clean their desks and push in their chairs - and walk them to the lunchroom. Walking actually helped, but it took a lot out of me. People were not shy about saying "WHOA! You look exhausted!" One lady even told me I looked much more bloated than the previous day. Thanks. 

Wedding rings on or off: I think they're permanently on. I might've missed the window to take them off, and I'm hoping I don't swell TOO much and have to get them cut off. I would die.

Happy or moody: Still happy! I feel like I might go to my due date, which I would be totally fine with, mostly because I still feel relatively normal for being 9 months pregnant. Baby is definitely sitting lower and heavier, but all in all I feel good. I have not had many of the negative pregnancy symptoms, which completely helps my mood. I also don't feel the rush of hormones, and am not particularly weepy or grouchy. It's been good.

Miss anything: Being able to roll over in the middle of the night without needing to wake up and heave myself around. I also have been peeing a ton more in the middle of the night. I'm lucky that I can go right back to sleep, but it's rather annoying having to get up every 2 hours.

Looking forward to: Jon and I are in the process of upgrading our phones! Ours have been slowly crapping out, and we figure we better get this done before baby makes their grand entrance. This next week is a short week at school - at least for the kids. We have our next appointment on Tuesday so I'm leaving work early for that. It's on Valentine's Day, which will be great since we generally do a date in the city after. I'm thinking taco Tuesday at El Camino again. Then the kids have their Valentine's party on Thursday, and we have professional development on Friday. I love PD days because you can wear whatever you want, and it's not as emotionally/mentally draining as dealing with the kids. I LOVE teaching, but it's a lot of work to manage their behavior and be sure they're getting an education to the standards in place. Stressful. And I have next Monday off, so that's a joy!

Happy was ALL OVER me when Jon was gone. He was very protective, and such a good pup. He would poop right when expected so I was never late for work or bed, ate really well (until Thursday) and was super snuggly. Everything I needed while Jon was gone.

This photo is from just over two years ago, and my heart just burst seeing it. This was when Genevieve was absolutely enamored with Uncle Jon's face. And look at his sweet smile! He's going to be such a great dad :)

35 Weeks, 5 Days Pregnant!

How far along: 35 weeks, 4 days

Total weight gain: +30lbs

Stretch marks: None.

Sleep: On and off. I woke up at 4am on Saturday morning and couldn't go back to sleep, but made up for it with 11.5 hours of sleep last night. It could be way worse, and I'm thankful I'm still getting solid and restful sleep. 

Best moment this week: Tuesday was really fun! I picked Jon up and his boss's house (so I got to snuggle their two golden retrievers real quick) and then we went to our doctor's appointment. Super uneventful, literally just heard the heartbeat. I'm now going to the doctor every week! After that, we went to El Comida at The Source and got delicious quesadillas and guacamole. It was great. 

This weekend has been very relaxing and fun, too. We grocery shopped yesterday, and then went to Lookout Mountain with Happy. It was VERY windy, so we didn't stay for long, but it was beautiful! We will definitely be going back. 

Today we're making lots of fun treats for the Super Bowl! We already made a buffalo chicken croissant ring, and there are snickerdoodles cooling on the counter. Later, we're making bacon wrapped dates, nachos, and hummus. And for dinner we're having chili! A LOT of food, especially knowing Jon will be gone this week, but we had to go all out for the Super Bowl! We've all been relaxing a lot, which has been exactly what I want to do all.the.time.

He's convinced this is his pillow now.

Worst moment this week: I felt really sick on our way home from Lookout Mountain yesterday. It was about a 45 minute trip there, and I'm not sure if it was the elevation or running around in the cold, but I felt like throwing up the entire drive home. Some women get nauseous and vomit before labor, so I was very nervous about going into labor early, but luckily it settled down once we got to a lower elevation and I got some water. We had a lazy night after with pizza, a movie, and sleeping on the couch around 7:30pm. Overall, it all turned out okay!

Food cravings: Still veggies, though sweets are not far off. I'm excited to make some fajitas this week, and I got a bunch of bags of fancy salads to enjoy. 

Gender: Still a mystery! :)

Movement: YES! Oh my goodness, and it hurts. Baby keeps stretching its space to the limit. It constantly pushes its butt into my ribs and its feet straight out at my belly button. I got a good shot of my lopsided belly!

Symptoms: My back ache has died down because baby dropped a bit! I did a comparison photo from last week to this week, and you can see it's just a tad lower. I can definitely feel it in my pelvis (which makes it a lot harder to roll over at night) and it's causing me to waddle more.

Wedding rings on or off: On, but getting tight. I couldn't get them off yesterday, but then came off just fine today. I'm considering wearing my engagement ring on a necklace because my wedding band is much thinner. We'll see though.

Happy or moody: Happy. I am bummed that Jon is leaving tomorrow, but I know the week will go fast and he'll be home soon. My mood overall has been really good!

Miss anything: Nope!

Looking forward to: My appointment on Tuesday! We might have an ultrasound to get final measurements, but who knows. This will be my first appointment without Jon, and thus I will come straight home with no Tuesday Date Night, but Happy will be thrilled to not be left out. I'm reeeeally looking forward to Jon coming home! We found out his work will pay for a taxi to/from the airport, so I won't need to wake up super early to drive him. I already did a lot of cleaning today, so I think I might just relax this week!

Morning snuggles are a necessity. Happy recently has taken to sitting his butt directly on my stomach, so we're trying to encourage better manners. Also, how spoiled is this dog to get breakfast in bed every morning!?

Someone must have hidden a beach ball under there...

34 Weeks, 5 Days Pregnant!

How far along: 34 weeks, 5 days

Total weight gain: +29lbs. Definitely make up for last week.

Stretch marks: None.

Sleep: Still doing great, despite a pretty nasty cold. Averaging 8.5 hours a night. 

Best moment this week: Thursday for sure. We met up with Logan and Linda at a delicious Mexican joint in Denver. We spent dinner laughing and sharing a bunch of interesting plates (duck meatballs, pork belly tacos, fried plantain). We also got ice cream at a place a few shops down, and it was delicious. It's been really nice for us to see them pretty consistently. Logan will randomly text asking if we're free, and we always are so it's been great adventuring around with them. We also installed the car seat today! Jon spent a few hours meticulously cleaning the car while I put the stroller together and strapped the car seat in nice and secure. It's so weird seeing it back there. So far, Happy knows to stay his distance. 

Worst moment this week: Getting a cold :( I had it really bad Thursday/Friday where I couldn't breathe at all out of my nose. I have a cough now and am still a little stuffy, but it seems to be working itself out. Another super annoying thing is we found 2 more chips in our windshield (which we had replaced on January 11th) so we're dealing with that.

Food cravings: I'm definitely craving veggies and have worked that into our meal plan this week. We're having oven roasted sausage, potatoes, broccoli, green beans, and carrots for dinner tonight, asparagus-spinach pasta pesto with blackened shrimp tomorrow, and ratatouille later this week. Hopefully this will satisfy my craving for healthy because I made chocolate peanut butter oatmeal squares today to balance it out!

Gender: Still leaning towards a boy. People at work have got me convinced, but we're definitely ready for either. Names are pretty solid, but we have our alternatives just in case, too.

Movement: Not as much. Poor thing is running out of stretching room. We were watching him/her scoot around in there last night, pushing their butt and feet out a lot. Still getting the hiccups pretty regularly, which still drives me crazy. It's like a muscle twitch.

Symptoms: Back ache. I also had heart palpitations while we were grocery shopping so I had to abandon Jon and sit for a while. Nothing I can't handle, and still feeling relatively good considering I'm nearing the 9 month marker.

Wedding rings on or off: On. My fingers looked pretty chubby yesterday, but are looking normal today.

Happy or moody: Happy, even with this cold. Again, I've had an incredibly easy pregnancy and am still feeling great. There's really nothing to complain about :)

Miss anything: Not really. Jon got me some non-alcoholic wine today as a surprise, so I'm really excited to try that out! I'm also still excited about not being pregnant. I know it will be hard initially, but it will be nice sleeping how I want and drinking alcohol occasionally.

Looking forward to: Lots! We have our next appointment on Tuesday, where we might get an ultrasound. And then we're going to a Mexican restaurant (another craving possibly...) that Jon has tried and loved.
Next weekend we might check out Fort Collins! We haven't been there yet and figure we might as well check it off the list while it's easy to do. There are a bunch of breweries there, so I might be that strange pregnant lady you've seen on a brew tour. Woohoo!
Jon's going out of town next week, which I'm kind of dreading and kind of looking forward to. Jon takes Happy out in the morning and at night and really dotes on me, so that will be hard. But I can eat whatever I want! I'm going to make fajitas and bruschetta and decadent salads! I'm also going to try to spend some time cleaning, but I haven't written off just laying on the couch each night. I'm already looking forward to his return, and am hoping the week flies until he's back.

Large and in charge!

LOOOOVING this beautiful handmade quilt from my mom. We're going to use it as baby's travel blanket when they're in their carseat. Isn't it perfect?! It even has a tag sewed on since babies love tags. My mom thinks of everything!

Someone invited himself into our bed this morning and was suuuuper snuggly. 

He still can't get over the rocker. 

Both my boys are loving the Snoogle pregnancy pillow Logan got me! I don't mind sharing during the day :)

Happy testing out his new limited territory. He was so good about not stepping on it, but we decided to install early to teach him that he can never pounce on it (he kind of loses his mind when he sees a bunny).

Why I'm Scared Our Baby Could be a Girl

Why I'm Scared Our Baby Could Be a Girl

Jon and I didn't really discuss that we would wait to find out our baby's gender, it just was something that felt right and natural to both of us. We don't have expectations, or prefer a certain gender over the other (though we both think it may be a boy). Instead of talking about what our baby will be when they grow up or what sports they will play, we talk about the important skills, values, and ideals we want to instill upon this rapidly growing little one.

For the first half of my pregnancy, I literally had dreams of having a little girl. I dreamed of what she would look like, how my heart would puddle to see Jon with her, and how I would do my best to teach her how she's is smart, and brave, and kind. With everything going on now, having a girl has become my biggest fear. 

I feel so lost and scared when I read what is happening in our government right now. I feel angry and isolated that we are still arguing "women's rights." (If someone can remind me of when men have had to continually defend and stand up for "men's rights," I would love to learn of it.) I don't feel protected, like a valued member of society, respected, or cared for. I do not feel equal. 

Going through the process of submitting short-term disability paperwork for my maternity leave (don't even get me started on the fact that I have to categorize the child growing inside of me as a "disability") has left me so defeated. The fact that my body and my brain are physically changing, will break and tear, will never be the same again is a lot of take in. Add to that the fact that in order to secure a position doing the thing I love, teaching, I will need to return to work while my 6 week old child is left in the care of someone else, as my body is still recuperating from the carnage and miracle of birth... and I just can't deal. 

And if, as a 27-year old woman, I can't understand or cope with these discrepancies between men and women, how will I teach my daughter any different? Of course we will teach her she IS important, and valued, and to be respectful to and respected by all, but how can I expect her to believe us when the whole world is telling her something quite the opposite?

The thing that scares me above all that is that I am one of the fortunate ones. I have a job I love, an incredibly loving and supportive husband and family, accessible medical care, a beautiful home, opportunities and adventures abounding, and a savings account. I dearly hope that if we have a daughter, she has everything I do at this stage of life.

But what if she doesn't? What if she can't afford insurance and needs medical help for cancer screening and Planned Parenthood has been defunded due to the illusion that all it offers is abortions? What if she is sexually assaulted, and our government has laid the framework that she should have been wearing more clothing or shouldn't have been drinking? What do I tell her when she's working hard every day at her demanding job and being compensated 20% less than her male counterpart? How will I prove to her that she is more than the looks we have passed on to her?

It's a daunting and terrifying task. This is a scary and telling time in our history. As women (and the men who support us), we need to stand together. And that doesn't mean to banish all your ideals, religions, and beliefs. It means to stop defending a man who boasted about sexual assault - even if you believe it was just "locker room talk." It means to stop fighting against Planned Parenthood - unless you also disagree with funding birth control, cancer screening, STI treatment, prenatal care, and people who cannot afford what you can. It means supporting women who march and fight for their beliefs instead of complaining about feminism on social media.

Earlier this school year, a parent was upset with the way I dealt with her son telling a girl to "kill herself because no one would care if she was dead." She said being pregnant caused me to see the situation and her son in a warped light. That HE was the bullied one, and since I had "pregnancy brain," I twisted the situation out of context. She complained to administration that I wasn't able to do my job because I had a child in my belly. I was brought into a meeting that was solely focused on the fact that I am a woman who is pregnant, and whether that impedes my ability to be a successful teacher.

We need to stop fighting for the men in power who are dictating what our bodies can and cannot do. We need to stand together in solidarity because if we don't, we are proving everything they believe about us to be true. It's okay if you are a Republican or Democrat, wealthy or poor, educated or not. I am here to tell you, and my future daughter if she's in there, that it's not okay for you to be treated differently because of your reproductive organs. If we don't do something about it, who will?

33 Weeks, 4 Days Pregnant!

How far along: 33 weeks, 4 days

Total weight gain: +24 lbs. I somehow lost three pounds since last week. Don't worry, I'm making up for it today!

Stretch marks: Still, surprisingly, none. I make Jon check daily :)

Sleep: Still incredible. Averaging 9 hours of sleep a night this week. 

Best moment this week: I got so ahead in work this week, which made me breathe a giant sigh of relief. One of my teammates and I both teach 6th grade math to our advanced 5th graders. I typically make the notes for the day, and she makes the activities (we're utilizing Interactive Notebooks). She was a little concerned that when I left, this would all be on her shoulders. I've worked really hard to get over 40 lessons ahead of where we're at now, which should be more than enough to help her finish out the year. To give you an idea, we've done 50 lessons since the start of the year, and I just finished lesson 90! I'm still hoping to get to 100, just in case. Plus, my notebook is now nearly complete, which will be great for future years of work or even interviews. I'm even thinking about trying to sell bundles of my notes on Teachers Pay Teachers since Interactive Notebooks are really taking off in the teaching world. 

Worst moment this week: Nothing really awful has happened, other than just getting a massive back ache by around 9am every day. It just gradually gets worse throughout the day until I feel like I can't even move. Luckily, laying in bed really helps so I usually head to bed around 8-8:30. I think this also helps me fall asleep early, and catch up on the sleep I'm not getting while rolling around.

Food cravings: Still spouts of healthy foods, and also sweets. Last night I had bruschetta for dinner, and that was it. Today, we got LaMar's donuts (OMG they are the best) and Jon's currently out getting ingredients for puppy chow. Balance, right? During our hospital tour, they suggested eating one delicious, fatty craving before going to the hospital since you're restricted to clear liquids until you give birth. I'm already planning what I want on hand the next few weeks in case that happens. 

Gender: Mystery! I am still heavily leaning towards boy. I even have slipped a few times and called baby "he" to friends and coworkers. Hopefully this doesn't mess with baby's psyche if it's a girl! Jon sometimes will refer to baby as the boy name we picked out, so I think it's safe to say we'll be surprised if it turns out to be a little lady.

Movement: Tons. Very deliberate pushing, and I can tell baby is getting cramped. Generally, baby's butt sticks out to the right of my belly button, and it stretches its legs straight out to my left side. It can be rather painful at times. Happy was leaning up against my side when baby pushed out really hard, and the two combined pinched my stomach and I had to shout at Happy to get off. He was really pouty about it for a while :(

Symptoms: Back ache. I had never had back ache before, and I was warned about it, but I didn't imagine it to be like this. Waddling helps relieve pain, but I don't want to waddle everywhere I go. Luckily my coworkers have been picking my kids up from recess daily so I don't need to walk extra.

Wedding rings on or off: On!

Happy or moody: Happy. Also, ready to get this done with! I'm excited to get this show on the road. Although, I'm praying I can make it at least to 39 weeks, because that will be my last week of work. It's kind of a nightmare for me to imagine going into labor at school, so please say a prayer that I make it to February 28th, at least. I have a feeling I'll go later since I have a taller frame, but coworkers have been telling me they had their baby at 34 weeks, or 35 weeks, and that's really soon!

Miss anything: Just being able to get up and walk around like a normal person. I need to heave myself out of bed and usual grunt when doing so. It's adorable.

Looking forward to: I think next weekend we're going to clean the car and attempt to install the car seat! At the hospital, they told us that 80% of carseats are installed improperly. They offer a "Coffee and Car Seats" program where you can install the seat, and then come in and get it checked for safety, which I plan to take advantage of. We already filled out the birth certificate information (minus name and gender), so it's nice knowing we just need to make it to the hospital when the time comes!

How adorable is this??

We can't get over how obsessed we are with him.

LaMar's donuts! Vanilla bar, maple bar, old fashioned, sugar raised, maple glazed, and blueberry filled with vanilla frosting! Once I saw that I lost 3 pounds, we immediately hopped in the car, got Caribou (Happy got another bagel that he buried in the car), and got donuts. Yum!

Trying out baby's swaddles

The view from above. My little freckle on the right is going through some growing pains.